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on death … “The caterpillar might think it is dying, that it is making its coffin.”

Posted on September 29, 2015 by sillymickel

“…the caterpillar itself does not know it is going to become a butterfly either … if it can’t see that happening to other butterflies. The caterpillar might think it *is* dying, that it *is* making its coffin. Then, big surprise! … Continue reading →

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“the path to bliss leads sometimes through despair and hopelessness”: Wounded Deer and Centaurs, on relationships

Posted on September 26, 2015 by sillymickel

…on relationships, Sure It’s Hard….” to think that it is easy is probably to be an impostor (p. 134). He asserts that the people who are really making the changes in male-female relationships and becoming fuller human beings, you can … Continue reading →

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Hard to Believe, But We’re Getting Saner: What’s Involved in Stopping War and Ecocide and the Necessary Mess of Transformation

Posted on August 5, 2013 by sillymickel

The Cycle of All Events, the Evolution of Parenting, and Auspicious Collective Regressions: Being Crazy in an Insane World Might Mean You’re the Sane One Chapter Nine: Regressions in the Service of Society — Messy Healing There Is a Cycle … Continue reading →

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What Say We Leave a Planet For Our Offspring? And Can You Handle Happiness? Derailing the Cycles of War and Violence

Posted on August 3, 2013 by sillymickel

Cycles of War, Cycles of Birth … What Can Be Done: Changing the Patterns of Millennia Requires Learning That Feeling Good Is Not Bad Apocalypse No! Chapter Eight: Derailing the Cycles of War and Violence Men Would Rather Be Manly … Continue reading →

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Chastened by the Environment We’ve Created, We Are Forced Inward to Rediscover Our Deeper, More Cooperative Human Nature: Through Gaia’s Eyes, Eden Arise

Posted on August 1, 2013 by sillymickel

The Heart of the Problem, Gaia’s Cure, and Back to the Drawing Board for Humans: It’s a Consciousness Revolution as We Rediscover Our Natural Self Apocalypse No! Chapter Seven: Nature Balances HerSelf We Discovered the Heart of the Problem in … Continue reading →

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It’s a Consciousness Revolution, Aided by Gaia We Are Rediscovering Our Natural Self: Eden Arise and a Message to All Wounded Deer and Centaurs

Posted on July 19, 2013 by sillymickel

Back to the Drawing Board for Our Species and a Call to Centaurs: You Are the One You’ve Been Waiting for … This Is Our Time … And the Time Is NOW Wounded Deer and Centaurs, Chapter Fifteen: Eden Arise … Continue reading →

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Life or Death Matters We Need to Face to Survive: We Have Manifested a World That Mirrors and Re-Creates Our Traumatic Human Births

Posted on July 10, 2013 by sillymickel

What We Encounter in the Process of Psychological Death and Rebirth in our Visionary Experiences Make Today Our Evening News: Birth Wars ~ World Woes Wounded Deer and Centaurs, Chapter Thirteen: Birth Wars ~ World Woes … Life or Death … Continue reading →

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The Doors of Perception Stormed and The Perinatal Rising: The Primal Screen — A Kaleidoscope of Postmodern Life

Posted on March 26, 2013 by sillymickel

The Perinatal Veil: Dangling Above an Abyss and Everyday Rebirthing — The Perinatal Predilections of Everyperson Wounded Deer and Centaurs, Chapter Three: Twenty-First Century and Its Discontents—The Primal Screen Dangling Above an Abyss Beyond the entertainment media, it seems perinatal … Continue reading →

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Everything You “Know” About Life You Learned as a Fetus: Foundations of Myth and Mind and my Personal Involvement with This Research into Our Actual “Human Nature”

Posted on February 9, 2013 by sillymickel

Your Map of Reality Was Written in the Womb: Falls from Grace, Chapter One — Prenatal and Perinatal Psychology and the Phenomenon of Re-Experience Pre- and Perinatal Psychology and the Phenomenon of Re-Experience Prenatal and perinatal psychology is the field … Continue reading →

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Perinatal Psychology, the Phenomenon of Re-Experience, and my Personal Involvement with This Research into Our Actual “Human Nature”: We Are a Fever, Part One

Posted on November 14, 2012 by sillymickel

The Vision of Ourselves Arising from This New Research Is the Most Important One for Understanding Our Humanicidal, Ecocidal Plunge and for Doing Something to Reverse It How do we go about changing the patterns of millennia? How do we … Continue reading →